Well I took this quiz on which Desperate Housewife I am. I got Lynette. Which for the most part does fit I guess. The part that fits the most is that I am too wrapped up in taking care of others rather then taking the time to take care of me. I don't really set aside time for me. I am hell bent on making sure that I have everyone else taken care of first. Then at the end of the day, after everyone else is taken care of, there really isn't time for me. It's about time to crash out for the night. Last night was a night of sleeping on the couch for me. No I didn't do anything wrong. My Husband was watching a movie last night lying on the couch. Well, he ended up falling asleep. So I shut the TV off, shut down the computer, made sure his phone was charging, set the alarm on mine so I could get up in time to get him up for work, turned on the baby monitor, grabbed and extra blanket and went to sleep on the other section of the couch. It's one of those corner sectional couches. So my head was up by his. That is how I spent the night. I know I could have gone to bed, but honestly I really can't. I have a hard time sleeping without him there next to me. So I wouldn't have gotten even less sleep trying to go to bed in the bedroom. But I made sure that everything was ready and everything so that way when it was time for him to get up for work I wouldn't be running around this morning to work on it. The thing is, this morning he was talking about me going back to where my dad lives and his friends live and visiting everyone there, just me and the girls. He will more then likely have to work this weekend. But the thing about it is, we really can't afford for me to go visit everyone. If we have the extra money to get me and the girls there, then I would rather use the money to get the girls some presents for Christmas. As of right now, we have no presents for them from us, or from Santa. So if he is willing to spend the money to send us there, then why not pass up on going back to the hometown and get gifts for our own kids so they can have something to open on Christmas day? That would make more sense to me. Honestly it feels like he is more worried about his friends and stuff back home. Don't get me wrong, it's nice to visit everyone. But when he sends just me and the girls, I have to run around town with two kids by myself to everyone's place so they can see the kids. But I am so busy running around making sure that his friends and what not see them, that I never have time to visit with my friends and hardly see my dad while I am there. So I really don't want to go without him. So if he has to work this weekend and wants to spend the extra money that we can't afford to spend, then I say we spend it on the kids, rather then running around trying to visit everyone back home. But that's just my opinion I guess. But I suppose I should get something done today. Work on this house some more. I am making good progress on it to me anyway.
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